hows it goin?

yep im still losing weight isnt that something??? im pretty proud of myself for still not gaining it back yet even though i feel like eating the house........ my baby is going to be 4 this sunday and what an incredible 4 years its been.. she has brought me joy that i never knew existed and laughs that i will never forget. the week after that is justins birthday and he will be 10!! what an awesome young ,man who still knows when his mama needs a hug or 2. so smart and caring .. I can see him as a social worker or someone like that ..... i really wish i could get back on a regular schedule instead of staying up all night then sleeping all day. it really messes me up with my laundry duties ... not to mention my excersicing ..... we found a papsan chair tonight and a wagon im so excited i feel all piratey if thats a word??? arrrghhh! treasure hunter yes i am..

company coming

im so excite about charity and family coming!!! and i am doing pretty good with the whole weight loss thing and i am making some pretty great friends in the process:)

the big debate

I am 40 pounds overweight and i am cutting calories and wlaking my butt off here at the house and we went to the track today ... i am going ot go register isabelle tommorrow so we can go to the gm and she can go to daycare there for free!!! KArl seems so distant from em lately i dont know if he just has his head somwhere else or what? or maybe i am just being a little too needy

treasure hunting

ANyone who knows me knows that i am a great treasure hunter! some have even refered to me as the white female version of Indiana Jones whicch is totally awesome . I found a seat 2 nights ago just s imple wooden chair seats 2 and it has a red and white striped cushion in it ... simple enough but as soon as i saw it my creative photographer juices started flowing and i was just imagining all the scenes i could take with this one little prop...... so i guess you could say that i am feeling a little more ambitious and more hopeful! did i mention motivated??????? i really want to become a photographer and i know i have it in me to be that!.....isabelle has been singin eye of the tiger all day again today and i just love it she shows so much dedication to learning that song! I amazed at the capabilities of her young little mind..... anyway its almost time for bed so im gonna get off for tonight...

MLK the day before we all him president OBAMA

wow I am so amazed that this day is finally upon us and we will have our first interracial president! that means so much not only for the world we live in today but the future of the world for our children...especially mine:)...Its very hard for me to see or understand people who oppose him as a president but i guess to each his own or maybe its because i always voted for the person that won and never had to deal with the disappointment of losing:) I am such a flip flopper hahaha. I am so disappointed in Tris attitude about school.I should remember it because i was the same way but i dont unbderstand it because he has sooo much more than i did .. i mean they wear uniforms and hes not fat or ugly of have horrible teeth... i had all those things on top of funky looking clothes... and a horrific hair cut .... anyways im pretty excited about tommorrow and all the stuff it brings anddid i mentinm starbucks is openeing woooooooohooooooooo and i dont even knowo what i want from there!!

what a day!

I really wish that i could find that blog that i used to have dog gone it~ today went really well started off with a playdate earlier than i usually care to roll out of bed.It was still great though because i got to talk to some people that were tlaler than 3 feet and didnt ask me why everytime i told them to do something or asked them a question ! awesome group of ladies i must say! just up[loading a few pics from the playdate its so nice for the internet to be around. i mean it was aorund the first time we were here too but nothing like this that i ever knew about. 2 busy downloading music i guess back in the day haha....... I havent been trash digging in over 2 weeks i do miss the thrill of the find but gas is going back up so i have to be careful.i am gonna post one of nmy favorite pics from today

our vacation

THe closer it gets to time for us to go the mor eexcited i get . We have never been on a family vacation all together where we stayed in a hotel and played for days at a time.. i know the kids will have the time of their lives and i cant wait for mine and KArls vacation....... Us all alone together with no kids to worry about.....should be fun! we didnt do much of anything today but sit around and go to the px ......just another boring day in the life of us except isabelle has been telling me she loved me lots
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